Oh Boy!

First off, I think you're swell (: even if you're kind of twisted haha.

Also, let's hope everything works out the way I planned for the next few months. Cross your fingers and toes people. Peace.

whoaaa, it's been awhile since i've written anything. well, update time! lets see, i spent 4th of july with family instead of the usual friends. it was a pretty nice change of pace seeing as how i never spend anytime with my family. i even met my brother-in-law's nephew who had just came over to the states from vietnam and he's going to sac state currently. i was very impressed cause shit, i'm not even at sac state yet D:. i think he's gay haha, but moving on. then josh, royce, and i went to the san francisco zoo. of course i had hella fun. i've been wanting to go there for ages, but it never falls through and i finally got to go :D. it was worth it, saw a bunch of critters and took a bunch of pictures. definitely a day to remember and next up is the monterey bay aquarium. hopefully before summer ends cause school starts in like 2 weeks.

things have been slow after that. i've been kind of emo the past few weeks. whenever i'm emo, it's usually about a boy. i tell myself to not let it get to me, and it usually works but this time was different. i've been talking to this guy for..i'd say a couple of months now and he's got me hooked. granted we haven't even met yet, yea i met him online..get over it, i already know he's a great guy. he has everything going for him..like everything, a career, a house, a good head on his shoulders, and a damn nice body haha. i seriously feel like i'm not good enough for him because he's so successful. i just found out today he went to school at cal poly pomona for his undergrad; then transfered to berkeley for his masters in engineering. damn right? and he's only 24! turning 25. tragedy hit his family and he's going through a rough time and i started becoming selfish and wanted him to give me the affection and attention when i should be there for him. i realized that before i can be anything else to him, the first thing i should be is a good friend and help him through this ordeal. i like him, and i'm going to hold on and see where it takes me. i miss him, his voice, even his horniness haha. all this, and i still haven't met him in person. i wonder what that day's going to be like.

then there's other people's drama that's been going on. i got dragged into it cause people like to come to me to talk and vent and tell me things i really shouldn't know. but it's also my fault because i ask about what's going on. i like that people can come to me for advice and a shoulder to lean on. another person has been on my mind a lot too. this person's stupid. this person seriously needs to grow up and PRIORITIZE about what's REALLY important. i tried being a good friend and push him, but he definitely isn't taking it seriously. hey, i tried, but it doesn't really matter now anyways. then there's daisy you crazy bitch haha. that's all i gotta say.

things are looking up. tomorrow i'm headed off to LA with elaine to visit holly. nasirah was suppose to come, but due to some problems, she isn't able to go and i'm very sad about that, but still excited to see the lovely holly. i'm in need of this vacay to just get away from sacramento for half a week. i can't wait.

also, my birthday's coming up on august 23rd, and so are a few other people. brian ines is this friday, then it's joanna's on the 21st, crystal's on the 22nd, then mine and cindy's on the 23rd. oh! and shelly's is on the 23rd too haha. happy birthday to all you bitches :D i don't have anything planned at all and i don't know what to do. i'm turning 21 and i am excited, but i'm gonna end up spending it by myself if i don't plan something soon.

that's it for the update. time for bed. dennis is on the phone sleeping <3. i'm going to be gay and pretend to cuddle with him. hopefully i can see him soon and do it in person.

oh yea, i really hate the word stog. like forreals, it's a cigarette, so call it a damn cigarette. you're not sounding cool if you say stog and if people say that in front of me, i'm just going to slap them across the face and be like "bitch! it's a damn cigarette." smoking's gay, don't do it. seriously.

goodnight! :D

Discovery Kingdom

TNH (and Gibby) had another fun-filled day. It was my first time going to Discovery Kingdom, formerly known as Marine World, since the 8th grade. I wasn't interested in riding the rides. Why? Screw the rides, i went there for the animals haha. Although i did ride the new ride they had there, the Tony Hawk. It was okay, but i was laughing the whole time because of Holly and her, "MY HAIR!!!" screams. I took hella pictures of the critters they had including cougars, elephants, fruit bats, lions, tigers, giraffes, camels, sharks, stingrays, butterflies, etc. You do not know how excited i was to see all of these animals haha. Shouka the killer whale was freakin' awesome, and that butterfly house thing was even better, even though it was hot as hell up in there. I have more pictures of the animals than of us three, and Gibby haha.

We saw a hot ass guy and we tried to take a picture of him, but to no avail. Although I did get a picture of the back of him haha, but i really wanted a face picture. I think he noticed Holly and me following him around trying to get a picture :x but who cares, he was sexy.

After a whole day of animals, ride, following the hot guy, and singing at the top of our lungs, we ended at tops yogurt for a little snack.

Holly is leaving for LA today. I'm going to hella miss her, but she'll be back and we'll have our adventures yet again. Next time, hiking? haha. I can already feel the laughter on that one. I miss you HOLLYANN EDU MACADANGDANG!! <3

We are family..

I got all mah sistahs and me. and that's all i really need.

Holly and Nasirah, i fucking love you guys. I always have the time of my life when i'm with you two. It amazes me we've known each other for so long, and even though we don't hang out with each other 24/7 due to certain circumstances, we are still hella close. We don't talk everyday either, but when we all get together, we can just pick up where we left off. I love that. And you two are the only people i can do that with. Why? Because we're all fucking cool. Now that i think about it, you two are the only ones i'm completely myself around. I got hella love for you two. HELLA <3.

On a more emo side note..
the boy i fancied likes someone else. it kinda sucks cause i actually liked him. i thought i finally found someone out of the ordinary, someone not like the "typical" gay boy out there, and someone worth letting down my guard for. But it's my fault for assuming shit and getting my hopes up higher than it should have been. It's all good though, just give me a couple of days and you'll be out of my mind.

Enough with the emo bullshit. discovery kingdom this saturday with the sistahs/mean girls/tnh, whichever name haha, and i cannot wait.

Omg, shoes!

So i was checking out one of my sites for upcoming sb's from Nike and saw the spring 09 lineup and i pretty much nutted.


Check out the high tops to the right!











The mids. not too crazy about them, but the colorway's pretty cool.




















And finally the lows and the blazers :D
The sb's on the left are nice. I don't own a pair of blazers, but i just might get these..just because they're pretty.



Lets hope they don't cost too much, but since the highs and lows are premiums, they'll be more than 80 bucks. Don't hype them up! haha

You can see more at nikesb.org